I have all these needs to be creative, and wants to be creative in differing medias. I love the idea of painting, I love the idea of crafting, of making jewellery, of coding, of digital paintig, of building things in 3ds max, or just writing. And I have not really managed to do any of them. I guess when your fingers burn, your mind floods, whispering muses and lack of grounding influences make up for one blocked up individual.

I crave to let it out, but can't seem to manage to start a project. Starting projects is what I excel at, and equally so is the fact that I can never finish them. So why am I so stuck at the starting stage?

I often wonder if it would have been better overall for me to learn how to focus on one thing at a time, instead of millions of small things all at once. Would I be a better artist, or would I not be an artist at all. Though at this rate, I'm not really an artist anyway.

I also want to take pictures, and build furniture. Gods...Bring me the Muse of Decision, the Muse of Concentration, and the Muse of Finishing that which You start.

Sigh...at least I am writing something! :smile: